Showing posts with label Yeshua. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Yeshua. Show all posts

Sunday, March 28, 2010

The Question and Prayer of Holy Week

Gasping for each painful breath, dying upon the splintered cross, you said, “Father, forgive them, they know not what they do.” And we question how this could be. How could they not know what they were doing?

They were characters in the greatest story of all time. The inconceivable foretold by prophets was far from fiction. It was reality in an unprecedented form as the Divine lived the human experience. 

Pondering their actions leads us to ponder our own. Often, we too do not know what we are doing. Again, how can this be? What is it to know? How can I not know what I do when I follow the greatest teacher of all time? How closely do I follow you, Yeshua?

Whether from personal experience or group indoctrination, it seems easy to question the intentions and actions of others. They are with us or they are not. Our perceptions and assumptions quickly lead us to build another divisive wall that merely hinders the common good and perpetuates our not knowing.

Yes, Yeshua, I know that challenging the status quo by accepting and embracing the unclean and the marginalized as they were, where they were, was your way of life. Being in solidarity with them and moving beyond barriers was how you lived your faith. In doing so, you called us to question our contributions to unjust systems.

Whether blind, infirmed, lepers, tax collectors, Gentiles, Samaritans or women, they all came to you. Each encounter including journeying across a divisive wall. Yet, not one did you condemn or disrespect according to the standards of the system. Not one. With compassion and mercy, God always meets us where we are. This I know.

So, what is it that I do not know? Am I to accept and embrace those who are ill? Am I to accept and embrace those with different political perspectives? Am I to accept and embrace those who are of other faiths? Am I to accept and embrace people regardless of their sexual orientation? Am I to accept and embrace those who live on the streets? Am I to accept and embrace immigrants, refugees, and others who do not share my nationality?

You taught us to love God with all of our being, and to love others as ourself. Yes, I am to accept and embrace others. Again, what do I not know? Am I blind to it? Am I so focused on my reality that the reality of others is irrelevant? Is there a disconnect between what I know intellectually and the daily living of it? Is what I know simply what I profess on Sunday and leave on the pew until the next weekend?

How can what I know become my way of life, how I live my faith? As I ponder this, thank you for forgiving me when I do not know what I am doing. Desiring to follow in your footprints, my prayer is that you help me forgive those who do not know what they are doing. 




Friday, April 10, 2009

Good Friday Reflection (Triduum 1/3)

My God, what happened? I cry out to you from the deepest recesses of my soul. My heart and my mind are lost in a fierce sea of confusion and despair. Where are you, my God? I need to know that you hear me - even in the midst of this chaos. I no longer feel the ground beneath my feet, nor do I see the sky above me. Yeshua was my ground, my sky, my all.

What can be done when a blossom has been snapped from the branch before it fully opens? Can the breaking be undone? What happens to the hope and awe it inspired? Is it not like bread that is never baked, or a marriage that is not consummated?

If only you had merely turned your back to us. Then, I would spend the remainder of my days begging for your mercy and forgiveness. From sunrise to sunset, I would sing your praises. Now, there is no song within me - not even for tonight's Sabbath. There is only an abyss of sorrow. It is an abyss as cold and dark as the tomb in which we placed him.

The Teacher had spoken of his death, but certainly he did not mean in this manner. What is more degrading than this? I have known others who have been crucified, but this one is beyond my weak ability to grasp. Of what was there to convict Yeshua? Has honoring your Law become a cause for execution?

--A follower of Yeshua